January 2011
It's over
and i could not be happier actually.Today, i told you to never talk to me again, you texted me twice after, and i didn’t reply. It was so hard. Knowing your now making an effort and I am just ignoring you. But its for the best. I said: you have her, you don’t need me anymore. and you said that you didnt have anyone. i told you you should have thought about that and told you you fucked...
What I will NEVER tell you...
December 11th, that was the last time it happened. Last night, I told you I wanted to keep going. But, now that I think about it…. I don’t want to. I am so incredibly done with you that I’m not even sure how to put it into words. I often wonder what I saw in you, and I also think about how I truly believed everything you ever told me. I was a fool, a damned fool. I saw you with...
So, I’m going to use this to express EVERYTHING.
everything that bothers me, everything that makes me happy, everything that pisses me the fuck off, everything that makes me want to cry.
hopes, dreams, wishes, secrets.
here. i. go.